Awakenings

Today was the day I think I grew more than I have in years. It was the end of the year get together at the school, and I had no idea how much people really cared about me. So many good things happened. People I had thought never really cared for me pulled me aside to say things, nice things. One teacher called me over to say that she had requested me by name, to the principal, for her A.T. for next year. I may never see that job, but to know so many people want me there with them has made me feel like I won the lotto today. The job itself has faded in worth. I think I realized my own worth today.

It started with Andy and I surfing. He wasn't into it this morning, but I was. The swell seemed bigger to me. Before he arrived, I had at least four waves that had me stoked. I was so optimistic, the thoughts of freedom around the corner, mornings to surf, and Costa Rica coming in just a few weeks... it didn't matter that I had no job prospects at the moment. Well, there is the glimmer of hope I might get the TA job, especially after that call to the school board yesterday. But, I can't count on anything, and refuse to do it this time. All will unfold as it should. This I believe. If there is one thing I have learned about life, it's that you better have a good time with whatever gets thrown your way.

I stand, ready, at the pitcher's mound.